Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Going to try and learn a little origami

One sad thing that was stated in the AHH Preparation guide, is that the kids have very little structured activities and for the most part toys are kept in cabinets away from the kids.  The toys are treated as traditional sentimental gifts and they are afraid the kids will break them.  So the kids play with broken toys or scraps of paper.  Anyway when I thought of playing with scraps of paper it made me think of origami.  Perhaps I can give them some paper toys...
 
Here is a website that has lots of good origami diagrams.
 
~Lee

Monday, October 29, 2007

run the race

I'm listening to Tim's sermon series "family value - character counts". He quoted a marathon runner say that said to do what he does you have to have a curiosity for pain. You know that it is going to hurt. You don't know when or how much but it is coming. The christian walk is compared to the runners race, not that it is masacistic. If you just want pain dropping a rock on your foot takes far less time. It is the process of pushing through, discovering your limits are not where you thought the were, growing your character & endurance.

This has been a great week and we are so excited. It's hard to think of anything else we really appreciate all your prayers and encouragement. God uses other people in our lives to build us up and give us strength.
~Lee


"I can do everything through him who gives me strength." (Philippians 4:13).

Anita's Blog

Here is a link to Anita's blog.  She is our fearless leader.  All joking aside she has done an outstanding job coordinating and putting this trip together.  God bless her for all her effort.
~Lee
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Well, it is a small beginning to my GO! blog.  Here you go!

Anita

3 days to go....

So, we are down to the wire now... 3 days until we leave.....
Tomorrow we are celebrating the wonderful and long-awaited adoption of Isaiah and Isaac by Tammie and Jacob. It's amazing to me that God has put so many people in our lives that have a heart for orphans. The boys are aged 9 and 3. They have been through so much in their short lives but we know that now they will have a loving Christian family. Watching the circumstances of how they came to Tammie and Jacob, we have seen God's hand in all of it. I know in China we will see many sad things that test our faith so, I can't wait to spend time with all of our friends on Tuesday celebrating a new beginning and God's loving provision!


I want to mention how much we have been feeling the prayers for this trip. I truly feel a peace that surpasses all understanding. Thank you for supporting this mission trip.
~Heather

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Matthew 25:34-40

34"Then the King will say to those on his right, 'Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. 35For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, 36I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.'
37"Then the righteous will answer him, 'Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? 38When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? 39When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?'
40"The King will reply, 'I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me.' Matthew 25:34-40

They are really encouraging us to love until we are broken. Do so with abandon; do so recklessly. Do it so self-sacrificially that it hurts. Because Jesus Christ, the author and perfector of our faith, will restore us.
~Heather

Monday, October 22, 2007

Tentative Itinerary

November 1st- We leave @ 6:54 am on for Chicago and arrive @ 9:30 am.Leave Chicago @ 12:36 pm and arrive in Beijing at 3:05 pm on November 2nd.We meet up with our "guide" and eat dinner. Then we catch a train to Xinyang and arrive @ 5 am on November 3rd.
Novemebr 4th- we have a sermon in a hotel room and then we meet the director of the Xinyang orphanage. In the afternoon we get to take the older kids to the park.
November 5-7- we will work in the orphanage and spend time with the kids.
November 8th- we will go buy some clothing for the kids.
November 9th- we check out of the hotel and travel back from Xinyang to Beijing by train.
November 10th- we visit Great Wall, Ming Tomb, and Summer Palace.
November 11th- we go to international church (must show passports to enter) and visit Tian An Men Square and Forbidden City.
November 12th- Fly home

Getting closer...

So, yesterday we met with our team and got our Visa and passports back. I am so excited now! I have a book called, "Mei Mei", with b & w photography of children in Chinese orphanages. What strikes me (as it did in Mexico as well) is how much certain facial expressions or features remind me of children in my own life that I know and love. I shared this with my friend, Denise, and she said, 'Doesn't it remind you that we are all truly God's children?"

Anyway, all my nervousness, anxious thoughts, or unease is gone. I am certain that God is going to do something amazing and I am content to be used (as imperfect and messed up as I really am) for His amazing glory. Still not sure why He needs me to go (seems like there must be much better choices) except that maybe He knows I won't chicken out!

We found out today that they moved my brother, Travis, to a prison on the New Mexico border. It is a pre-release prison so, I have been praying for him today. His 25th birthday is on Halloween. I know he doesn't do well with change. He likes and needs routine which ironically makes him a more balanced person when he is locked up. His last letter was really teasing me about going to China where Christianity is "illegal". It isn't really illegal but evangelism is illegal.

Karlee (2) and Eric (5) are coloring pictures for Uncle Travis right now. I overheard them discussing what to write to him. Amazingly they have no idea about Travis being moved and my prayers for him today. But God has laid their uncle on their baby hearts and they are pouring out their expressions of love to him. And even more profound to me is that Karlee was born while he was in prison and Eric hasn't seen him since he was 2 years old. But they love him because I love him and I talk about him all the time. You know maybe they love Jesus because I love him and because I talk about him all the time. But someday I pray they love Travis because they have a relationship with him and that they love Jesus because they have a life-changing relationship with him, too.

~Heather

Thursday, October 18, 2007

What You’re Called
By MaryBeth Whalen
Devotion:
Recently, my fifteen-year-old son posted this quote on our refrigerator message board:

It’s not what you’re called, it’s what you’re called to do.

After I read what he wrote, I thought about the message contained in that short thought. I thought about how that is exactly the way God sees us. There are many examples of this in the Bible, but I thought specifically of two.

When Gideon is hiding out threshing wheat in a winepress, the angel of the Lord comes to him and says, “The Lord is with you, mighty warrior.” (Judges 6:12) Later, Gideon reveals that he is far from a mighty warrior. Instead he sees himself as a least of these. He says, “How can I save Israel? My clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my family” (Judges 6:15). The angel of the Lord looked past what Gideon was called or how he saw himself. Instead he focused on what Gideon was called to do. He didn’t see a least of these, he saw a mighty warrior. He knew that Gideon had that potential within him if he would only trust God and take a step of faith. Gideon did, and a nation was saved.

Peter was the other example that came to my mind. Peter’s name was Simon, which meant “shifty.” But that is not what Jesus saw. He saw the potential within Peter. He immediately changed Peter’s name from Simon to Cephas (or, Peter), which means “rock” (John 1:42). Jesus looked past what Peter was called, to what He knew Peter would be called to do. Indeed, after Jesus’ ascension, Peter led the early church, preaching at Pentecost and rising to the calling on his life as the rock on which Jesus would build His church.

These stories bring me comfort as I think of the things I have been called in my life—the things I have believed about myself. I think of my shortcomings and my past, and I know that apart from God, I can do no good thing. My only hope is in the transformation God can and will work within me, day by day. In my own strength, I will always be a least of these, shifty and of no account. But in God’s hands, I can be a mighty warrior, a rock.

God doesn’t see me as I am, He sees me as I can be. He doesn’t leave us as we are, but renews us with each new day. It isn’t what I am called, it’s what I am called to do. I must remember that so I can become what God has already determined I can be.

Dear Lord, help me to see myself as You see me, not as what I have believed about myself in the past. Help me to hear Your voice speaking my real name. Help me to fulfill my calling so I can bring glory and honor to Your name. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

~ Heather

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

my verse for the day...

So, I guess I just feel totally ill-equipped. I guess I thought if I was led to go here that I would not be fearful. And I am very fearful. Not sure what to expect, feeling vulnerable, unsure of myself, unsure of how I could ever be used, unsure about missing the kids while we are gone.... I'm sure you can imagine. I talked to Peanut today again about the trip and she said thinking about the orphans made her so sad. I showed her China on the globe and she asked how I knew that we were supposed to go there.... maybe you don't know why we are going either.....

I thought we were going back to Mexico. I thought we would visit Dulce Refugio and see the kids there. My heart was still there so when I walked across the hall to look at the GO trip board it was really just to see if they had truly taken Mexico off. Yes, they really did. But right below the now non-existent trip to Mexico was a trip to China. yeah right, God, never in a million years....
But God pulled on my heart through the entire sermon and when Tim said, "Is God calling you to do something?" I knew and I slipped a paper to Lee..."Let's go to China."

After the service I am walking across the hall and Anita, holding her precious Chinese daughter, catches my eye, walks through the hordes of fleeing church-goers and grabs my arm.
"You need to go to China." I had chills all over my body.
"What did you say?" "You need to go with us on the China GO trip."
So, that is why we are going. Because God told us in a very clear and profound way.
Of course, I had lots of talks with God after that about how I wasn't real sure He was needing me to be obedient!

So, now Jacob has reminded me of a verse from 2 Corinthians 12:9 But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.

~Heather

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Trying to get my head around What to Expect

There is two weeks left before we go and the anxiety is beginning to set in. The anticipation and the fear of what is to come. I read through the team preparation guide of what to expect in the orphanage and it is a bit frightening. If you have ever felt uncomfortable about going to a hospital or a nursing home this is far worse. I don't know if I can summarize what is said in this guide. Some things that struck me are the detachment and "self-soothing". When our oldest daughter was a baby she would sometimes bang her head into the wall or floor and that is going to be hard, Especially if I can't do anything to make them stop. In other words they use that for comfort and they don't know how to get or don't want comfort from other people. The other thing that concerns me is freezing or being overwhelmed, not only for me but Heather as well. I know that she will need to take some breaks to keep from being overwhelmed. There are also testimonies of the crisis of faith that this can put on you. "How can a loving God allow this to happen?". Pain is a hard thing to understand. It is necessary. It protects us (fire is hot so we pull away). I know that we can put someone you love through pain and they will not understand that you do it for their good(giving a child a shot). Pain has value. We put ourselves through pain. We pay for things we want with pain (working out, studying, work). Unfortunately, I can't say I understand what good can come out of this pain, and this is where I have to take it on faith... There was a good verse from Paul in this section that I will end this post with.

2 Corinthians 4:16-18 (New International Version)

16Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. 17For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. 18So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
~Lee

FW: Update on Jia from Anhui

This is some sad news. Jia is the girl that we sponsored for heart surgery so she could be eligible for adoption.

Dear Sponsor:

Jia has finished her testing and exams, and it has been determined that surgery is not an option for her at this time due to pulmonary hypertension. Therefore, she will be returning to New Hope Foundation where she has been residing.

Thank YOU so much for your support of her.

Sincerely,

Lori Dubbs

Medical Program Heart Coordinator

Love Without Boundaries Foundation

"Every Child Counts"

http://www.lovewithoutboundaries.com

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ceAmyu1FpBc

Monday, October 15, 2007

hello world

first post more to come